24th

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

I've been missing TipToe a lot! It has been quite some time since I last posted here. It's not that I do not want to write things up, but apparently, I don't have much things to share. Life has been great. I think so? Its 2020, patutnya dah ada kereta terbang. I still remember when I was in primary school, my friends and I used to play the wawasan 2020. I bet that ya'll would've known the game right?!

There's nothing much, really. in 2020.

I would say that adulting is hard. It took up so much of my energy and there were times where I felt emotionally exhausted. I'm trying my best in everything. but I guess luck wasn't on my side. Or perhaps, I didn't put enough. Life has been exhausting. I have never sighed this much but I guess I am just tired. Let's hope for better days to come soon.

I turned 24 yesterday. I was hoping for my birthday to be like a normal day. I do not expect anything to happen. I simply want to enjoy my birthday like the usual days. The only thing that I wished was for me to not encounter anything that makes me sad. I wished that everyone would be thoughtful enough to not make me sad on my birthday.

But I guess I can't choose what to happen and what to not happen. Someone left me, on my birthday. He could've waited for another 2 hours for the date to change and left me on the next day but he decided to crush me on my birthday. As much as I expected this to happen, I never thought that he would be this ____ (idk the suitable word). I'm pretty much sad to know that I won't be able to permanently forget this whole thing.

I guess that's it for now. Let's hope for good things to happen in the future. I'm keeping this here as a record for myself.

I'll see you guys soon (in 6 months maybe?) . xoxo