24th

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

I've been missing TipToe a lot! It has been quite some time since I last posted here. It's not that I do not want to write things up, but apparently, I don't have much things to share. Life has been great. I think so? Its 2020, patutnya dah ada kereta terbang. I still remember when I was in primary school, my friends and I used to play the wawasan 2020. I bet that ya'll would've known the game right?!

There's nothing much, really. in 2020.

I would say that adulting is hard. It took up so much of my energy and there were times where I felt emotionally exhausted. I'm trying my best in everything. but I guess luck wasn't on my side. Or perhaps, I didn't put enough. Life has been exhausting. I have never sighed this much but I guess I am just tired. Let's hope for better days to come soon.

I turned 24 yesterday. I was hoping for my birthday to be like a normal day. I do not expect anything to happen. I simply want to enjoy my birthday like the usual days. The only thing that I wished was for me to not encounter anything that makes me sad. I wished that everyone would be thoughtful enough to not make me sad on my birthday.

But I guess I can't choose what to happen and what to not happen. Someone left me, on my birthday. He could've waited for another 2 hours for the date to change and left me on the next day but he decided to crush me on my birthday. As much as I expected this to happen, I never thought that he would be this ____ (idk the suitable word). I'm pretty much sad to know that I won't be able to permanently forget this whole thing.

I guess that's it for now. Let's hope for good things to happen in the future. I'm keeping this here as a record for myself.

I'll see you guys soon (in 6 months maybe?) . xoxo

2019 Quick Update. Graduated and Baked.

Asalamualaikum and Hi everyone!

Its been sooooooooo long since I last posted here! Just wanna do quick update at the end of 2019. Like oh finally! The previous post was in 2018 so I guess I should post one in 2019 as well. 

Lots of things happened in 2019. And I guess what makes it different from previous years is that I changed as well. Perhaps, a Lil bit more matured in anyways. 

Earlier this year, I had my internship for 14 weeks somewhere in Serdang. It was great. The ambience, colleague, the work itself. It was waaayyyyy better than when I did my FYP. Ended my internship with joy, passing all subjects and finally graduated!

My convocation was on last October. After 4 years of tears and joy, I finally get to wear the convocation robe, going on stage to get the scroll, and starting my new life! But I guess life is not as easy as it seems. 

I've been job hunting for the past few months, attended few job interviews, was offered for a position but I had to decline since I guess that is not the job that I want. Now I guess I have to keep on hunting for a job! But that's perfectly okay. I don't actually feel pressured as I am currently a part-time baker. 

Yes, you read that right. I attended baking classes and currently attending as well. It has always been a dream for me to be able to bake more things and to open my own dessert cafe. Anyways, one step closer! I just have to keep on learning right? Start small and dream big! I have opened my online dessert shop which is @bakesbyhazy but I am thinking of changing/rebranding the shop with a new name! It is yet to change but it will soon. 

2019 has been a great year for me, and I hope it is for you too!

Last but not least, Happy New Year! Hopefully, 2020 will be extremely incredible for us!

Thank you for being here and see you again, xoxo.